Mindset

Dad always remind me that the mindset of a person is vital. It determines the thinking of a person, his/her attitude and these alter the decisions made by him/her.

Changing the mindset of a person requires effort from him/herself or from others.

I wonder what happened overnight. The tragic move and the shitty internet? lol... what are the consequences. Did I triggered a C4 which blew my self up into pieces? or I blew someone else?

And guess what? I'm cursing the internet while I'm typing all these. It just go on and off.. on and off.. and again.... And... AGAIN....... SINCE yesterday's evening.

It's already 6th of November. 18 days more to the final exam. I am finishing this race soon but why the hell something like this happened now?

Okay... blurred...?

It's just a split second mistake which altered everything. 

Okay wait... Am I thinking too much? 

Am I...? ....
Why....

Why..

why...

I wish I could tell the truth but.. I can't. Please understand..

And... don't give up. .. ..

Don't.. give.. up...

I did my best in my current situation.

Please... let me finish this race successfully...
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and peacefully...

My mind is still clear and I'm still awake..